Heyy! :)
I decided to make a new Blog Post. Possibly for this simple reason: I JUST found my Blogsite. I think I just made an account last summer for my ex boyfriend, possibly, and very probable. So, life has changed very much. Well, mostly my perspective. haha, I guess I'm aging, getting wiser perhaps. I decided to be more optimistic, which is hard, as anything valuable in life is. But about a month or 2 back, I was going through the beginning of the end of my hardships in relationships. I had fallen for false promises, and was taken advantage of, which seems to happen all too much for yours truly. As for this summer, I finally learned what being loved really means, and I felt more than I bargained for. Inevitably leaning towards my latest decisions on perspective and life. Sorry to make this longwinded, but I feel very wordy tonight... haha, and I've been trying to keep my mind off of the people in my life, and the pain attached to them in my mind.

I've been seriously questioning what reality is and what hard facts truly symbolise to most. why do they make us feel certain ways. I'm tired of hitting brick walls. Now, I have more control on my feelings, and I refuse to let the universe have full control.

:) all in all. Circumstances suck. But As for me, I'm All Well.

I settled down a twisted up frown disguised as a smile, well you would have never known. I had it all, but not what I wanted.
Cause hope for me was a place uncharted and overgrown.
You'd make your way in. I'd resisted just like this,
"You can't tell me to feel". The truth never set me free
So, I did it myself. You can't be too careful anymore.
When all that is waiting for you won't come any closer,
You've got to reach a little more.

Careful - Paramore <3